Starting Over

So I just finished a 45 minute work out outside while the children were napping and I have to say I feel great! I might be a bit sore tomorrow but honestly it is totally worth it! I love having more energy and feeling better about myself... even if I can't see any results yet i know that they are happening every time I make a healthy decision! I also know that if I continue to make the healthy decisions that I will be happier and have more energy. I am no longer going to focus on losing weight... I am going to focus on being healthy at no matter what weight I am at, and not only am I making healthy decisions I am also making good decisions about making myself a better person. I am going to counciling for some things that have been bothering me for a while that have been making my life harder to tolerate and I have just been miserable. Thats one of the reasons why me and my ex broke up, we are finally getting back to where we used to be... we are laughing again, enjoying eachothers company, we no longer yell at eachother all the time and we finally learning how to communicate and be 50/50 in the relationship! And now that we have come as far as we have we have decided that it is time for him to move back in. I am really excited about this decision but I am also scared, I want things to work and I do not want things to go back to the way that they were. I just hope that we can both stick to our plans and keep moving forward!